What happened to us?
Why do you seem to have left me during a
time where I need you the most?
I chase after a presence that is always around
I go to extremes in search of you but alas you
I crave your relentless nature.
I have become addicted to your predictable
brand of unpredictability.
I cannot move on from your warm embrace
despite how cold you have become.
I yearn for the roller coasters we rode together.
The devastating valleys and the euphoric
I miss being wrapped in your knots and
entrance by your butterflies.
How you distorted time around me.
How seconds became days.
How days became decades.
Your passion embedded itself in my person
and I glowed from its presence within me.
When everyone abandoned you, I held on and
When all deserted you in search of more immediate gains, I believed in you.
I will weave between waves of woe and
scavenge through skies of sorrow in order to
reunite with you.
Because you are both my most thrilling
companion and calamitous foe
–written by Jason Rodrigues